Why do I have to choose
Between loving me and loving you?
I've grown attached to the things you do
But lately I've been feeling so blue, baby
And I've been on my own since 18
Just tryna figure things out lately
Nothing seems to make any sense (make any sense)
Thought you could save me
Realize now that that sounds crazy
I'm thankful for all that you gave me
But the pressure's starting to feel immense (to feel immense)
So, where do I go now
As the walls seem to be crumbling down?
I think I love you but don't know how
And so, I'm stumbling to figure it out (figure it out)
Soon as get in my zone
I struggle to not feel alone now
I rarely will pick up my phone
Then wonder why I'm on my own now
I told that I needed to grow
But realized that I just don't know how
I told myself I need to go
But where am I supposed to go now?
I don't wanna wait to too long to tell you that I love you, but I might
I don't wanna wait this long to finally let go and live my life
I'm struggling to write this song
I'm struggling to tell myself it'll be alright
I need to rewrite my wrongs
But need to keep writing 'til I finally see my name in lights
Soon as get in my zone
I struggle to not feel alone now
I rarely will pick up my phone
Then wonder why I'm on my own now
I said that I needed to grow
But realized that I just don't know how
I told myself I need to go
Where am I supposed to go now?
Now that you're gone
Now that you're gone
Now that you're gone
Now that you're gone
Now that you're gone
Now that you're gone
Now that you're gone
I'm so blue, baby
And I've been on my own since 18
Just tryna figure things out lately
But nothing seems to make any sense (make any sense)
Thought you could save me
But realize now that that sounds crazy
I'm thankful for all that you gave me
But the pressure's starting to feel immense (to feel immense)
I'm so blue, baby
And I've been on my own since 18
Just tryna figure things out lately
But nothing seems to make any sense (make any sense)
Thought you could save me
But realize now that that sounds crazy
I'm thankful for all that you gave me
But the pressure's starting to feel immense (to feel immense)
Oh, why do I tell people that I love them
When I know that I'm better off saying nothing?
I force myself to drown in these discussions
I shouldn't have
And now I'm loving me, but losing you