Why does this shit keep tearing me apart Afraid of sleeping, I might meet him in the dark, but Why does he keep tearing me apart It's been many years since that incident I've investigated it to bits But I keep finding new evidence And it all seems to fit Is this the complete picture, the complete picture I need to see Why does this shit keep tearing me apart Afraid of sleeping, I might meet him in the dark, but Why does he keep tearing me apart Once manipulated, I remain the same I can't get out of this silly game And all the attempts were in vain 8 years later I still feel the pain On my skin How he laughed at my concerns How he ignored the consequences How he bullied my body And told me I'm still in How he revelled in my pain How he revelled in my pain How he revelled in my pain Why does this shit keep tearing me apart Afraid of sleeping, I might meet him in the dark, but Why does he keep tearing me apart Why does this shit keep tearing me apart Afraid of sleeping, I might meet him in the dark, but Why does he keep tearing me apart How he laughed at my concerns How he ignored the consequences How he bullied my body And told me I'm still in How he revelled in my pain How he revelled in my pain How he revelled in my