I took a walk on New Year's Day Thirteen blocks in pouring rain And all the darkness of this place I may never be the same You could say we took our time Traded silence back and forth What a day to lose my mind I'm so much different than before The way I'm talking in my sleep And when I dream, you're there with me You're leaving me faded I'd say three words to keep you here But every fear is leaving me faded, you're leaving me faded A couple months through other eyes Entire lifetimes pass through mine I've forgotten all their names But I still dream about that face Breaking habits overnight Scattered pieces on the floor All the fragments of my mind I'm so much different than before The way I'm talking in my sleep And when I dream, you're there with me You're leaving me faded I'd say three words to keep you here But every fear is leaving me faded, you're leaving me faded It's no different than before It's no different than before I'm gonna box the pain Wait for the summer rain Heaven knows that I adore you Heaven knows that I care I'm gonna box up the pain Wait for the summer to rain Heaven knows that I adore you Heaven knows that I care Heaven knows that I adore you Heaven knows that I care Heaven knows that I adore you Heaven knows that I care The way I'm talking in my sleep And when I dream, you're there with me You're leaving me faded I'd say three words to keep you here But every fear is leaving me faded, you're leaving me faded