I'm always angry at the sun For constantly burning my body Yeah, I was fifteen and you were leaving Kinda felt like I was wasting your time But you assured me I was worth it Yeah, you assured me you'd live alone Things didn't pan out the way you said No, things didn't pan out that way at all You started yelling while I was sleeping On the couch cause you'd gone out shopping You started crying on your kitchen floor Before you stomped out of the house without a word You told your best friend I wasn't invited To stay at your house in the first place And it was lonely when I got home It was the first night in a while I'd spent alone So I made a new friend, her name was Julia Kinda felt like I was wasting her time But then I moved into her house And I started sleeping on top of her broken couch Things didn't pan out the way you'd think We just never felt compelled to in the first place But then the phone rang, I felt my heart sink I was reminded of that something I was missing You said I'm home now and you can come back I was scared I'd make another mistake I started blanking, I felt like crying When I saw your car pull into the driveway Knocked on the front door and prayed for an answer Then I thought of something clever and I said I sorta feel like you've been wasting my time