You were a rainy day at your cousin's house Stuck finding solace in the heat inside your mouth You tried to formulate a way to save the day When the knives inside your mattress came out to cut your face I'm still sorry about that I keep the door to the outside unlocked on the off chance That you'll sneak into my room at night You keep a gun on your nightstand and your hand is trained To shoot a motherfucker dead between the eyes I'd sell my soul for you to know Why your mom can't take a fucking joke And where your dad sneaks out to go When he gets so fucked up that it shows Because now you're never safe at home And if you ever lose control You'll stuff the barrel down your throat Inside the minivan you stole Before revealing this was all some joke It's far from what I thought you'd be when you grew up What the hell did I do wrong? I should've known it all along When will my third-degree burns look as bad as yours? When will I realize I'm going to look a lot like you someday soon?