The nightmare started just some weeks ago Now I'm almost dead and nearly decomposed First there was only this itching under my skin Suddenly this vesicular eruption appeared Nodular exrescences spread over my face Countless harden blood-clots plug the veins Unstoppable the death of tissue proceed No medicine can allay my pain, death is what I need Glandular abscesses inside of me Let the digestive system refuse to work My body reforms wild contortions Because the pain increases every hour The gastric mucus membrane is even destroyed And it's acid corrodes me inside My fingers claw into my putresent flesh And leave behind suppurated sores Just let me rot If I only could, I'd make my sorrow an end But I'm already to weak to move So I'm just lying in my own secretions And wait still my body has liquefied I'm not able to stand up and get me some food There for I have to eat my defecation Hopefully I'll be delivered soon I don't want compassion, just let me rot!