I was riding around solo blowing indo by the pound
Riding around solo blowing indo by the pound
Looked in the mirror and seen the damage in his eyes
Too scared to face em when I look I close my eyes
They say I'll be ok i know that they was lying
And been beat up my heart can't take another round
I was riding round solo blowing indo by the pound
Cuz the ones that supposed to be my people treat me like i died
And when I do I bet not see damn tear fall
Another year than passed it's already fall
And I'm not where I wanna be at all
So fuck that humble shit I'm trying to ball
They shitted on me I just tried to do it legal with a job
But now I slay beats when the night fall and no need of your applause y'all wasn't there At all
Mirror mirror on the wall where's the beauty in a downfall
Cuz on the come up all these cuties in my call log
Tlc tried to warned me about them Waterfalls
So I never chase em just replace it when the love stall
I been in need of confidence living life nonchalant no more fucks left to give
Came from nothing watch me build I'm a carpenter
Played the hand that's dealt and I went all in them busters tried to call my bluff
And i know that times get rough but grind and it'll get better
They threw me in the jungle naked came out with designer sweaters
Imma roar like a lion guess that's why I'm a Leo
Escaped the matrix neo lost to my pride and ego
Look in the mirror and seen damage in his eyes
Too scared to face em so when I look I close my eyes
They said I'll be ok I know that they was lying
And been beat up my heart can't take another round
I was riding around solo blowing indo by the pound
Riding round solo blowing indo by the pound
I was drunk venting to my ex told her she gotta let me go
Cuz if all we have left is sex I won't be coming back for more
She thinks it's about another hoe its more about my mental health
They love you then they hate you well I ain't got no feelings left
This world is full of askers because can't nobody give us help
They put me on Xanax told me that I'm too depressed
Gambling with my life losing bets like Ruggs in a vet
She making threats about divorce my lawyer handle that
Look up in the mirror and can't see what's in front of me
What's become of me don't even know what I wanna be
Or where I wanna go in life cuz reality I gotta make it through the week survive storms Then repeat
But that umbrella gave shelter when I need it and that's my music poor my pain out Express my feelings
Not to mention you'll see the damage the picture vivid
Many relate when they see the mirror face the truth and start the healing