I bought myself a gun Just to feel what it's like to pull the trigger I hide it under my pillow And pull it out every night before I go to bed I just want to write a clean page But I am trapped inside this wheel that won't stop spinning around When will I get out of here I bought myself a gun Shot it off too many times now I can't help myself I threw it in the river But the current brings it back to my feet I just want to write a clean page But I am trapped inside this wheel that won't stop spinning around When will I get out of here I bought myself a gun Now I don't know what to do with myself I keep digging in deeper I'm drowning myself now and I can't think straight I just want to write a clean page But I am trapped inside this wheel that won't stop spinning around When will I get out of here