Tap tap feel the itch upon my shoulder
Wishing everyday that I could go colder
Never knowing this would be the life I lead
I thought it would be just a one time thing
Is this really happening
Throw my mind down a hole
I did this to myself
Now I've lost all control
My demons are pulling me down
How do I face this now
I just need to get away
Not thinking clearly I'm not who I used to be
Buried my soul on the edge of the brink
My mind is shattered yeah I'm losing everything
At the end of day I'm my own worst enemy
Where does this take me
I'll never no
This path drags me down to the end of my rope
Lower than the price of guilt
Every second that I breathe
I want to swing my life away
With this thing that's in my system
Telling me that it's okay
I just wish that I could say no
And just tear it from the seems
But I look at my reflection and see what isn't me
I'm a fein
What's happening to me
Why can't you see
Help me please
Lost my friends lost my family
Never realized they'd want to look out for me
Pushed them away with the hurtful things I've said
If I could I would take it all back in thee end
I chased those minutes I couldn't bare to cope
All for the feeling sliding down the back of my throat
Searching for my own a place to call my own.
Not knowing all I had to do was just to anchor the boat
Line after line I just fell In the pipeline
The high was crisp
I knew no risk
I chose this road
It took me to places I'd never go
Never go
I know I did was wrong
With that said I'm going to say
Addiction here to any drug
You pay the toll along the way
Life is to short
So dig your grave