Reaching out for the faded ones Decadent dreamers are all lying with a gun I've escaped my whole life to get rid of love I wouldn't dream to leave you but now the mourning is gone I've been searching for someone to rely on Gave my love to anyone But they seem to break my heart I ask for no one cause the dreams are all gone Had enough of old woes and the bleeding heart I wish for no one to redeem my soul I search your name in the cold light when the rain has gone I've been searching for someone to depend on Doze my head in a bottle full of alcohol It breaks my heart I've been searching for something to deny I couldn't take it no more 'Cause it seems to break my heart To drunk to forget, to make my head explode Tried to burn out the memories you wired inside my soul A wide awake nightmare ripped my heart in two Had to break these chains and build myself anew I've been searching for someone to rely on Gave my love to anyone But they seem to break my heart I've been searching for something to deny I couldn't take it no more 'Cause it seems to break my heart