Haunted by reality I cannot bear the pain Called by unearthly screaming Sickened by the sane My eyes have seen to much The very skin around my bones Is horrid to the touch A tortured specimen of filth I grovel on the floor Something's wrong inside my head I'm not insane but I might be dead My eyes have seen to much The very skin around my bones Is horrid to the touch I see reflections on the wall But there's no mirror there This place is dark and sick and cold Why can't my mind be spared I dig the eyes out of my skull My mind is tearing at the seams Self inflicted lunacy At last fills all my waking dreams