I'm done looking for answers Pushing daisies through teeth Looking in the mirror The person there isn't me Trapped in a daze Reflecting memories off memories Can't tell what's real Or what my mind is just recycling I've got a feeling that the ceiling will collapse And bury me alive Colliding with my unconsciousness I lock it away I lock it away I lock it away I wait for the day Waking in pain Nervous delay on my psyche I've seen god here What makes me happy? Barbed wire in my throat Tunnel vision It's gotta end somewhere Cyanide in my dreams Awake in my sleep (in my sleep) I've got another ten seconds to endure the torture Before i bite the pill and let it drift away again I've got eyes on the back of my head Fever dreaming of a world with a place for me Breathing in the stench of nothing I've seen god on the edge of a knife