I continue this spiral with no self-control, Impulse driven, creating my own internal blackhole, I am torn apart by my own indecision, Limbs melting away, my soul escaping it's prison, Decomposing, becoming one with the earth, I was born just to fall back into the dirt, Fuck, Decaying, forsaken, doomed to this grave that i'm digging, Birthed into death, consumed by dread, Deprived of all happiness I just want this misery to end, This grief will be my home and I built it brick by brick, I guess this is just how it is, I guess this is just how it is, Birthed into misery and cursed with discontent, Fallen in love with the nothingness, Trapped in a cycle of endless death, Still all too human, Still all too human