I've dreamt of Drinking all your blood But you strike first Every time you cut me up Like a martyr Who isn't worth the cause Like a daughter Who's never been enough So when you peel me back Just keep me intact And don't say you wouldn't because You did it before, now listen You break my heart And use both of your arms To try and carry me Then to marry me when you wanna I'm always Way too wide awake You always Sleep through everything (contemplating) Like a martyr (I keep breaking) Who isn't worth this cause (feels like faking) Without a father (sitting, waiting) I've never been enough So when you peel me back Just keep me intact And don't say you wouldn't because You did it before, now listen You break my heart And use both of your arms To try and carry me Then to marry me when you wanna The separation is real Not what I wanted to feel (can't get out of it now) The separation's too real (no way out, brings me down) Not ways I thought I would feel So when you peel me back Just keep me intact And don't say you wouldn't because You did it before, now listen You break my heart And use both of your arms To try and carry me Then to marry me when you wanna