You wanted You wanted You wanted paradise You wanted You wanted You wanted paradise It's like stepping off the curb at a green light Traffics coming hard but it still feels right I lie awake at night drifting away in low light, Counting my demons in plain sight trying to avoid these fights I can't replace the thought of ever waking up Finding myself trapped in life it just never feels right I can't take this, this overwhelming melancholy, Can't fight it, knowing to you i am just a regret Now i'm taking measures, taking time to realize Fighting everything i feel inside, living to die tonight You wanted You wanted You wanted paradise You wanted You wanted You wanted paradise... It's like stepping off the curb at a green light Traffics coming hard but it still feels right And i'm so sorry for what i want to do I tried so hard to stay strong but it's calling me You wanted You wanted paradise You wanted You wanted paradise My head is pounding My heart is racing And i'm so sorry for what i wanna do I tried so hard to stay strong but it's calling me