With the soundless Heavy silence pushed me Down the floor Anxiety rolls in me like a wave Wave of desire To do something terrible to myself But I will not Allow darkness to break out again Outside Beyond My smiling face will hide this horror from you It's better this way for everyone I was deaf I was blind and stupid Until I learned To talk to myself, to my ego ♪ But what is myself made of? A mixture of bittеrness Anger Humor And immorality Can this be callеd A good Personality? Will anyone Love me? Will anyone Love Me? The monster sleeps inside of me Which with every drink is trying to break out And I'm often dangerous for myself and for all I'm like a deep-sea mine Don't get too close to me Don't get too close To me ♪ Sana, sana, sana Cura, cura, cura Sana, sana, sana Cura, cura, cura Sana, sana, sana Cura, cura, cura Sana, sana, sana Cura, cura, cura I've never felt sorry for anything I've done, other than hurting my family They're the only thing I feel sorry for I'm not looking for forgiveness, I'm not repenting I know I'm wrong I'm wrong, I do want my family to forgive me Oh boy I ain't gonna make this one Shit This would never be me, this would not be me I feel for my family You see The Iceman crying? Not very macho But I hurt People that mean everything to me They're the only people that mean anything to me