I'm so tired for pretending to be happy Now I'm crying so loud that my dog is barking at me I can't hear anything, I can't breathe I'ma still be crazy, I'ma still be me Smellin' flowers at the grocery store I am the one I picked them for When I feel sick, what should I do? I used to call someone, but who? I'm moody, blue, my face is fake I skip my dues, my taxes paid I hit my dance when I hit play I'm fucking up, it's my big break My back, it breaks for you The cracks in pavement move Beneath your feet they land and wait for you Mistakes were made to choose My heart on sleeve, leave me on read I do not need an answer now I know my question wasn't sweet But it's important to me, please How do you walk away from your shadow You think you can talk it out? How do you keep track of the madness You know I don't talk about? What if it's all you ever get done about it is to talk about it 'Til it's nothin' but what's done? (Okay) And we know what's done is done (woof) Pity don't put nobody nowhere I really don't see no way, no how I put it someplace, I don't know where I don't have the skills or the know-how I don't wanna deal, I wanna slow down I don't wanna feel, life's too real Dirty, low-down, I'm on my knees In the hotel, if it ain't real I'd rather try to help (woof, woof, owoo!) I'm too tired for pretending to be happy Now I'm crying (okay) so loud that my dog is barking at me I can't hear anything, I can't breathe I'ma still be crazy, I'ma still be me ♪ Smellin' flowers at the grocery store I am the one I picked them for When I feel sick, what should I do? I used to call someone but- How do you walk away from your shadow You think you can talk it out? How do you keep track of the madness You know I don't talk about? What if it's all you ever get done about it is to talk about it 'Til it's nothin' but what's done? (Okay) And we know what's done is done (is done, is done, is done...)