And I'm feeling shit Well I've been watching from my window every night Been plucking up the courage to get up and win the fight Well I've been Watching and waiting I've been hating I've been breaking I can't sleep my soul is tired Now my eyes are aching body's shaking Deliberating everybody's always snaking And the problems I've been facing Can't escape the way my veins are quaking My anger's raging at the made up situations Overtaking the berating And the heartbreaking my mind's creating I suddenly think to myself That everything I ever knew was a lie Im flipping the lid on my life And I'm waving it off and I'm kissing goodbye Fake smiling and whiling away all the time With a tear and a sting in my eye I'm tripping up thinking of giving up grip On the vision that's getting me by No longer expressing myself Or dressing myself or trying to try The messing is getting me stressing I'm barely addressing the what or the why Regressing retreating oppressing my blessing And guessing and hoping to die Each session progressing my lessons Undressing the feelings that are making me cry I'm feeling shit Ohhh yeah I'm feeling shit And I need to improve this bit but I'm feeling shit Oh ohhh I'm feeling, shiiit I'm feeling, I'm feeling I'm feeling, I'm feeling I'm feeling like a man who's never done anything right My hands are sweaty and my chest is getting tight I just don't know if I can make it through the night I'm hoping to get a smoke in but I cannot find the light You know I Remember all the times when things were just ok There was nothing on my mind and nothing stuck in my way It's killing me being forgotten and feeling so rotten I know that I'm stuck in the pattern of hearing my demons And wasting my breath when I'm hoping and praying to keep them at bay Knock, knock, there's nobody there at the door I've finally got to the point where I couldn't care less And it gives me more peace than before I'm starting to say, it's going my way I feel like I'm swimming ashore Been shying away, from feeling ok I'm ready to try and explore That maybe just maybe there's hope I can do what I want TiI get what I want from my soul and my mind Cos I'm feeling the pressure descend and I'm finding it hard to ignore I'm stripping it back and embracing the hate and the pain And deciding I'm here and I'm driving the ride And I'm living in time and not leaving it up to the luck of the draw I'm feeling better oh Yes I'm feeling good HAHAHAHAHAHA I'm feeling, I'm feeling pretty good I'm feelingeeowwweeeowweeeowwww HAHAHAHAHA Word – that's a rap