I don't remember how it feels to be alive Day by day I'm remind myself how to use my lungs I have no one to trust I am living the past Losing my thoughts to the last I'm slowly turning into dust! Those fears inside your head are made by you You can not find the enemy, who is that close to you You can not run, You can not hide But you can rise from your kness Stand up on your feet and fight Look at the mirror, and tell me what do you see? Is that you or your enemy? How many times will you look for someone Who doesn't even exist except in your head Who am I now? Who am I now? My heart is struggling with my mind Who am I now? Who am I now? I'm like a broken shipwreck drifting at the seas of void Staying true to my beliefs and not losing control over myself! Get the fuck away from me! I'm fighting for the brighter days I'm even praying for salvation Is it possible that I got so far? Is there no other end for me? It depends what decisions you make Learn to live with it, 'cause it's a part of you And you will never be the same man as before But it will make you stronger