It's October And I'm still lost I call to you from circles above Wrapped in white I am sober Dried up love They come to me and act like they're ghosts Inside my dark ♪ The sun calms Your waking side It's seeping Out from my eyes ♪ Outside you, you were dying With the headlights all below you You were both there, you stood beside you With your eyelids and his hairdo And I wanted, not to find you But to keep you in the freezer You were standing on the freeway Wishing headlights would approach you ♪ I am not the one Ooh I am not the one Aah I am not the one Aah I'm awake inside my dreams I'm awake inside my dreams Do I let go? Do I hold on? Wanna give it a second but it's already gone Do I let go? Do I hold on? Wanna give it a second but it's already gone Do I let go? Do I hold on? Wanna give it a second but it's already gone Do I let go? Do I hold on? Wanna give it a second but it's already won ♪ I don't Sleep so Endlessly Call to you in dreams I don't Sleep so endlessly I call to you in my dreams ♪ So I lie awake And I hope my body has blood you can take And I lie awake And I hope somewhere I have you ♪ And I lie awake And I hope my body has blood you can take And I lie awake And I hope somewhere I have you ♪ And I lie awake And I hope my body has blood you can take And I lie awake And I hope somewhere I have you ♪ And I lie awake And I hope my body has blood you can take And I lie awake And I hope somewhere I have you ♪ And I lie awake And I hope my body has blood you can take And I lie awake And I hope somewhere I have you ♪ And I lie awake And I hope my body has blood you can take And I lie awake And I hope somewhere I have you