I'm codependent, but I'm unforgiven, so I'll take the trash out by myself and bring the life I'm living I'll leave this town, This state, This country, And the world we live in Don't want to live to see the day you're someone else's woman I feel eccentric I won't get my happy ending I was destined to be alone That's why I'm used to spending All my time Locked inside And wishing for the end But being way too scared to say goodbye Goodbye You watched me fall in love I blame the chemicals You are the only one That's seen the contents of my soul I watched your painting dry Why does it look so dull? Is that how you'd describe The way my life unfolds? Because I'm nothing Anymore Without you by my side My heart has grown so sore Through this superficial ride Of trying to find some Quiet time inside my mind I'm caught between being in love And wishing that you died