I'm doing so good on my own I don't even check my phone, no more And I wouldn't answer if you called Who knew I loved being alone Wish you could see how much I've grown But I don't mind if you don't care at all I'm staying out of trouble But I miss sending double text Explaining why my brain just Processes everything wrong I don't miss your subtle jokes And I don't miss your cuddles I don't miss how he knew All the words to the same songs ♪ I miss the crying on the phone I miss the times that I had flown Across the country to make you happy But I know that you don't I'm good at getting out of bed I've found some peace inside my head No more blood will be shed 'Cause I'll just talk it out instead Dear God, I fucking love myself So proud of my own mental health I've just been adding to my wealth And there's no pain to be felt I'm just lying to myself It's all I do since you left I'd give up everything if I could have you back instead I've just being lying to myself It's all I've done since you left You were my everything now I'm just by myself and out of breath