I've been trying hard to even it up And hurt you the way that you hurt me But don't you think maybe my inner peace is reason enough to let it go? I've been drownin' in this ravine A dangerous scene is all I need I often feed off energy surroundin' me And now that we somehow agree That the outside's broken, control our thoughts I can see the moon's reflection on still water And although it kinda looks I could reach out and touch it It's not really there Just like the mirage I see of you I smile and don't bother 'Cause it doesn't hurt this much if I pretend like I don't care So, I don't care ♪ I've been dyin', you've been eatin' it up Just feelin' like you have the power But if I go out my way to get even Must I die before I see the flowers? Got tired of poppin' pills Though, I often will I'll be lost until I can get these problems killed No way my problems will heal And they probably will I been out there seekin' thrills I don't know how decent feels Lonely nights, and sleeping pills It's hard to get focused Layin' in a bed of roses But if I love white roses and love red roses What does the color matter if they're dead roses? I can see the moon's reflection on still water And although it kinda looks I could reach out and touch it It's not really there Just like the mirage I see of you I smile and don't bother 'Cause it doesn't hurt this much if I pretend like I don't care Like you're not there ♪ And I don't care Let me pretend, let me pretend Like I don't care (Like I don't care)