I just wanna make you proud I don't wanna fight, wanna get it right I just wanna make you smile, yeah Yeah, it's been awhile Since you had a vacation, took time off Tryna take a break and you've been so faithful You've been so patient Mom, I've been praying on the beside Yeah, pops been praying for the next life And that's been a lesson I hate when I see you stressin' I'm tryna Nike, bring all the checks in But I'm still wretched (Yeah, I'm still wretched) I've been thinking hard It's hard to see you go through the pain But I've been praying hard I know pressure gon' make diamonds again But I don't wanna let you down Let you down Let you down, let you down Let you down But I don't wanna let you down Let you down Let you down, let you down Let you down I'm tryna provide for the fam I'm tryna listen and laugh I'm tryna honor my dad I hate when I'm makin' you mad I'm tryna make with what I have Yeah, pop said, "When you make it, cop me this couch" I said, "If I make it, trust me, no doubt" Tryna fix this house for the last ten years, yeah And it's still broken, but we all closer And we got closure and it's all kosher Yeah, it's all kosher, yeah Yeah, it's all closer, yeah Pops always pulled away Momma's been wantin' to pray I have to do the same And if it doesn't change We know to die is gain We know to die is gain I've been thinking hard It's hard to see you go through the pain But I've been praying hard I know pressure gon' make diamonds again But I don't wanna let you down Let you down Let you down, let you down Let you down But I don't wanna let you down Let you down Let you down, let you down Let you down