I've been living in my head
Wasting time in my bed
Thinking about the things that I wish I had said
Between all the lines that I wish I had read
Why did i think i could mend it
I've been on my own for a while
You were actin cold for a while
Putting on a show while you smile
But I know, yeah I know
You never give me answers, always attitude
Then you always ask why I'm locked up in my room
It's always back and forth trying to keep you all amused
You keep me on the low cause i'm always feeling used
I stay on the move always pink from all the bruises
But it's so confusing truly cause
Then you turn around and you act so disapproving
I never know just what to do here
Poor rest
And I'll never have to forget
The way you made me feel is burned up way inside my cortex
Poor rest, I made it to your doorstep
I haven't slept for days, my eyes are getting even more red
Chain smoke, nic binge
Can I even fix it every time try
I always end up worse and wishing
That you were here
Now you're gone
That you were here
Now you're gone
You never give me answers, always attitude
Then you always ask why I'm locked up in my room
It's always back and forth trying to keep you all amused
You keep me on the low cause i'm always feeling used
I stay on the move always pink from all the bruises
But it's so confusing truly cause
Then you turn around and you act so disapproving
I never know just what to do here