Cold sweat is gathering in my palms I'm panicking This hurts the most by far All that you created left a hole in my heart And I've been waiting For time to tear us apart So goodbye forever We were doomed from the start No, I won't forget you But you burned your place In my heart In my heart My whole life is like a lucid dream But I am awake when you're here with me And when I fall back to sleep My lungs collapse It's hard to breathe And when it's hitting me again I'm not even safe in my memories I can only dream about Burying this disease in me This can't be real Is this how I have to feel? My heart is bleeding You hear no sound It's barely beating My breath is slowing down Some days are better Most days are worse For you I keep on smiling Promised you'll never hurt This disease is like a leech It punctures my lungs Makes it so hard to breathe My whole life is like a lucid dream But I am awake when you're here with me And when I fall back to sleep My lungs collapse It's hard to breathe And when it's hitting me again I'm not even safe in my memories I can only dream about Burying this disease in me I'm a wreck and I know it's true I hope you never see me just as I do So I will keep this pain to myself To avoid hurting you To keep you away From hell