And after all, I draw the line
That cuts apart half of my life
I wish I could be in condition to take these nightmares from my head
I know I have a complex of myself, I can't pretend
I wish I would have liked to paint me a brand new face and start from scratch this life
A brand new life through brand new eyes with brand new guise
If I could go back in time
I would have not even tried
I would have locked up in the corner at the back of my mind
I would have never thought that would be so hard to say
But I feel only disdain when I look at my face
If I could go back in time
I would have not even tried
Because I know I'll be rejected till the end of my life
I would have never thought that would be so hard to say
But I can't handle this pain
And it drives me insane
And after all, I draw the line
That cuts apart half of my life
'Cause now I know no matter what
My body will keep growing cold
If I could go back in time
I would have not even tried
I would have locked up in the corner at the back of my mind
I would have never thought that would be so hard to say
But I feel only disdain when I look at my face
If I could go back in time
I would have not even tried
Because I know I'll be rejected till the end of my life
I would have never thought that would be so hard to say
But I can't handle this pain
And it drives me insane
And after all, I draw the line
That cuts apart half of my life
'Cause now I know no matter what
My body will keep growing cold
I used to think that I could hide
Behind the redness in my eyes
But now I know my time has come
I find a rope around my throat