I carried the weight of your cold stone casket But all the while it tore up my back and Mangled my mind With flashbacks of how hard I worked before I left you behind And when I got to your grave the hole wasn't deep enough To house the part of me that left when I decided to give up So I spent hours in the dirt, digging and digging Relentless and tiresome like this life I'd been living All dressed in black, I watched them lower you down I cried for you to come back, but your home is in the ground Everyday I watch the sun go down I wish I could bottle that moment Cause it's the only time I feel your warmth around The only time that I feel your presence I could stay there forever I miss when days were better I could stay there forever I buried my dreams today I gave up on everything today Forever