(I won't let it take me) (I won't let it take me) (I won't let it take me) (I won't let it take me) Buckle under the weight of my soul Succumb to things that I can't control Falling apart slowly at the seams Deaf ears are listening to my screams Everything seems to have lost its feel Losing grip of what I thought was real Cant remember when I felt alive This feeling is so damn hard to describe No matter how fucking hard I try I feel dead inside where I lie Awake at night trapped in my own head Grab the gun and prepare for the end It took me decades but now I see That the world has nothing left that it can offer me (What the fuck) I beg for death I need to find my peace I take my last breath I envy the deceased Grab the pistol from my dresser drawer Tears are falling I get on the floor Make sure that I locked the bedroom door Note that says I can't take any more Shake as my hand slowly feels the steel Thoughts of how my family will feel Know that I have so much left to do Thoughts of perspective are coming through Lay the pistol down at my side Tired of finding ways I can hide Deciding now I don't want to run Someday I swear I will see the sun I won't let it take me I won't let it take me I won't let it take me I won't let it take me