I'm always living in the past All alone Walking on this shaking ground I can 't seem To let go Of this arrow grown into my chest As I wake I fall Back into this hell I 've called my home And this conviction That this pain is what I deserve Still it 's so lonely in the eyes of someone else They say the ones that used to hold your soul Will shield you the most But this defenseless vessel will Break on what they call love The ones that used to hold your soul Will hurt you the most And still it 's so lonely in the eyes of someone else Trying to forget the lasting moments of a mothers regret Will I ever be enough? When pain is swelling back into my face Will I ever be enough? I'm always living in the past All alone Walking on this shaking ground I can 't seem To let go Of this arrow grown into my chest As I wake I fall Back into this hell I 've called my home And this conviction That this pain is what I deserve I'm always living in the past (all alone) Walking on this shaking ground Still I can 't seem to let go (to let go) Of this arrow grown into my chest As I wake I fall Am I enough? Am I enough as your loving hands crash into my face?