I feel nothing for your apologies
Break down open doors such a foolish thing
Trying to hold myself back, keep from losing what I lack
Keep my heart in the abstract, keep having panic attacks
The medicine got me coping for your hope when I'm alone
Let us in, I won't bother making this my only home
I will find the light of life
I tried to let you in, but it was counterfeit
A false pretense is telling me I can't commit
I keep holding myself back, I'm sick of it
But I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit
(I'm a piece of puzzle and I don't know where I fit)
Some how I crawl even when I know I'm falling
Watching from the outside, I know that you're stalling
Do you even know my name anymore
Does the mirror know what you've been hoping for
I tried to let you in but it was counterfeit
A false pretense is telling me I can't commit
I keep holding myself back, I'm sick of it
But I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit
And I can keep quiet, until I see violet
I'm ready to begin again, but I'm a piece of a puzzle
And I don't even know what it is
We're about to find out how mailable our trust truly is
The rust on the edge is eroding my coating left from this brittle
Fragile remnants of a past left to fall apart
Or start with less erosion, begging for an explosion
Or something with enough impact for us to not want to go back
Demanding what the heart can take
Cause what are you if not true to yourself
And your mental health begging for another ache
Or understanding none of this is too deep
I'm not asking for more than what I deserve just something I can keep
So I can keep me
So I can keep me
So I can keep me
So I can keep me
I tried to let you in, but it was counterfeit
A false pretense is telling me I can't commit
I keep holding myself back, I'm sick of it
But I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit
And I can keep quiet, until I see violet
I'm ready to begin again, but I'm a piece of a puzzle
And I don't even know what it is
I don't know what it is
I don't know where I fit
I don't know what it is