Lately I am dreaming, always That as I clamber I fall from a wall No way am I dreaming, because There are no dreams that you break when you fall Internal bleeding, dawdle My broken bones could not suffer the fall From the beginning I always see that I fall from the wall The sun I am reaching I ascend from the dark, I have to go on My hands are bleeding And I need to stay strong, I have to hold on But some bricks are missing They're the steps to my goal, the end of my fall I am not dreaming I have to go on, and reach to the end of the wall Distressed and shuttered, torn, scarred from grid I put my hopes on an unfair bid My need of solace kept me alive And gave me strength to climb this wall of mine There is no help there, what if I scream My fingers trample, my toes can't stand and bleed The inner power is lying between The fear of death or your will to live