The first buds break through cold ice
Start again, Fail again, Try again
Embrace a new beginning
Bloom again, Wilt again, Break again
All beauty is transient
New year, new chance, new me
In this season of beauty
I just want to be happy
Yeah, I just wanna' feel free
But it fucking scares me
That I don't know what could be
When I wake up from my sleep, again I feel empty
From all I could not be and all I will not reach
Face the panic
That cuts my breath
Brace myself
Everything has to end
This is the smell of spring
The first buds break through cold ice
I want to bloom like them
Those lovеly colors shine bright
But I know they won't stay
When blossoms fall I wondеr
Do we just bloom to wilt
Do we just bloom to wilt
Staring at the branches laying on the floor
Wondering if all these good intentions will make me whole
When I feel happy I start to doubt about everything
Yeah, this is the worst part of me
I hate that I don't let me see
Just the good for once, I need
To take these thoughts and set them free
Do we just bloom to wilt
Bloom to wilt
Bloom to wilt
This is the smell of spring
The first buds break through cold ice
I want to bloom like them
Those lovely colors shine bright
But I know they won't stay
When blossoms fall I wonder
Do we just bloom to wilt
Do we just bloom to wilt
Do we just bloom to wilt
Do we just bloom to wilt
Bloom to wilt
Do we just bloom to wilt