To be upcoming from a state of Ignorance, the thought was always uncanny But it never once escaped my mind To know the burden of living was just too much on my plate Confounded chaos Still I kept the road under my feet But the laws of this world take away from me The burden of waking up is still creeping over me Still the leaves turn another day I'm sick of living just for the sake of living another fucking day I was told a long time ago that Drinking is like taking happiness from tomorrow So I drank every single day until there was none left to borrow ♪ And they say I did it to myself So maybe that makes me a failure But I refuse to give up, I'm an expert at getting knocked down I guess you could call it growing up But, maybe that makes me a failure Still I refuse to give up I'm an expert at getting knocked down I guess you could call it growing up Get the fuck up ♪ Grasping at straws to fill a glass now half empty Screaming inside but I'm muted by self pity I can't stop So I yield to another day I can breathe But I know I'm not okay I'm not okay