You see through my smile Didn't have to lie one bit of my life Feeling kinda low but I really couldn't cry Tryna shut my eyes but I really couldn't die Everyday I wake up in a daze I look around it's four walls of a maze And I've been looking forward I'm wanting better days And they will come when I'm just lowered in my grave The sun goes on the time don't stop Every night I just feel so lost I take this shit I know the cost See me die you know the cause And then you gotta go You just gotta go tell my mama Chase another high yeah I go fall in trouble Thinking bout a girl she more than a lover Thinking bout the past the more that I suffer You see through my smile Didn't have to lie one bit of my life Feeling kinda low but I really couldn't cry Tryna shut my eyes but I really couldn't die Everyday I wake up in a daze I look around it's four walls of a maze And I've been looking forward I'm wanting better days And they will come when I'm just lowered in my grave Now I'm waiting on our pictures though You got the cover but I'm covered in my stiches oh And I can't stop ever thinking of The way you lead me on I felt like I was written off oh oh Now I see it even when I'm dreaming Can't stop thinking about the feelings that I'm feeling oh Couldn't have made it all my thoughts keep fading And I only try to get involved when overthinking Cause I keep thinking about you and me Could've been like the time I waited down past your street You said baby I need more time cause of you not me I said maybe I want more time but not history It's enough I waited for you my love You only played with my heart But now I know that it's rough And I've been feeling so lost Can't find my way to the ground But you know what The only thing I felt like saying was you You see through my smile Didn't have to lie one bit of my life Feeling kinda low but I really couldn't cry Tryna shut my eyes but I really couldn't die Everyday I wake up in a daze I look around it's four walls of a maze And I've been looking forward I'm wanting better days And they will come when I'm just lowered in my grave