I'm wasting my tears all alone And the ways to my fears come and go I just wait till I'm near a new low Cause it's late and I'm here on my own I wish you were holding me now But these wishes are holding me down Is it wrong that I wanted it more Now it's late and I'm here all alone All alone and I'm looking at the pictures on my phone Cause I miss that wish that things were like before I wanted to give love but I didn't know the meaning And you wanted to be loved but you didn't like the feeling Now I fall You state 40 different ways I'm not alone They're just 40 different reasons you don't call And I got way too many things on my mind I let you go I'm fine And all my nights I been awake thinking about the ways that you hurt me And all my nights I didn't want a reason to call I'm wasting my tears all alone And the ways to my fears come and go I just wait till I'm near a new low Cause it's late and I'm here on my own I wish you were holding me now But these wishes are holding me down Is it wrong that I wanted it more Now it's late and I'm here all alone I don't wanna stay for the fights But when it's time to leave and I'm looking in the mirror Seeing two of me and they don't think I'm right Never told a lie so I guess I'm not a sinner I'm bitter I could be just fine Holding on to nothing but it's hard enough to let go Win or lose I made my mind Now I'm lost in the storm broken losing my warmth And all my nights I been awake thinking about the ways that you hurt me And all my nights I didn't want a reason to call I'm wasting my tears all alone And the ways to my fears come and go I just wait till I'm near a new low Cause it's late and I'm here on my own I wish you were holding me now But these wishes are holding me down Is it wrong that I wanted it more Now it's late and I'm here all alone