How often do you tell yourself This is it It's the last one Pretty often huh It's BMD Yung Elttwo King Grav Grr Geddit' Ain't my fault Gon' keep it on the low I'm hypnotized I'm seeing black and white but you know that imma Take one more Fuck it, imma say what's on my mind I need a little time Cause when I speak it's the real me Trying to find some meaning Writing down the words that I'm seeing So I save my voice Been a couple years I realized Addicted to the vibe, addicted to the (Listen) See I told myself I'd never touch a cigarette at fourteen Two years later, man was living off the nicotine I ain't proud of that but I can say I'm almost done now I only need the rush when I'm just trying to really come down Man things went south, that's on my life, I couldn't believe it But that's what you get when you're on stuff though you dreaming It took a couple weeks and some nights without sleeping But it made me who I am I ain't afraid to go leaping See I thought I was a tough guy until I made my mama cry For reasons she didn't wanna believe in man she was traumatized Her only lucky son go down a path where all these people die My thoughts control the way I write, my right hand is hypnotized I can't even lie, I feel like Ali in his prime-time I only just started I'm connecting like the Wi-fi These people getting sour cuz I'm stealing all the limelight I keep my shit simple but I'm mean for a nice guy Ain't my fault Gon' keep it on the low I'm hypnotized I'm seeing black and white but you know that imma Take one more Fuck it imma say what's on my mind I need a little time Cause when I speak it's the real me Trying to find some meaning Writing down the words that I'm seeing So I save my voice Been a couple years I realized Addicted to the vibe, addicted to the I want more money than I ever had sadness Looking through the mirror, the definition of madness Pessimism, my vision inside a casket My abolition is my division in ransom Blackness, I gaze in the dark, but my vision straight Infinity gem, I snap, make your prism break Beyond the clouds like I'm ozone, grow horns Kingdom of the devil, and the crown missing all thorns Yeah, that's a goddamn testament All these demons in my head and they whispering Hopping 'round my lab with no brain, I bring my dexter in Young Dali, painting pictures, '97, bless the King Toh ab hai jaari zindagi, yeh mera kaarwa Khoj khudki roz, din pehla ho ya saatva Maa ko hai ummeed mujhse bohot par mai jaanta Ki sabko utna milta jitna kismat ke hisaab ka Ain't my fault Gon' keep it on the low I'm hypnotized I'm seeing black and white but you know that imma Take one more Fuck it imma say what's on my mind I need a little time Cause when I speak it's the real me Trying to find some meaning Writing down the words that I'm seeing So I save my voice Been a couple years I realized Addicted to the vibe, addicted to the (Check it) Just got off call with my brodie, told me how he did some time They lock the dealers with the killers, all he did was make us smile See it be funny when we're watching it but that shit's real life I know I ain't fuckin' ready, free the herb, free the guys Lately I've been speaking to these beats more than people On my fuck-shit for a while, till it turned into a sequence See I feel you, I can say what say I want, you may not believe it But its calm, I got people who can see it how I see it That's enough for me (that's enough) Don't take no jump for me (nah) These fuckin' tunes come from work and 'lotta fuckery I might just pack another hit, you see my lungs don't sleep I could be rapping or I'm toking I want more from me (Bitch I) I want it all from me (Boy I) I want the Gods to see Everyone who tried to fuck me over know the cost of me Rollin' up a spliff just so I can see the dots complete Then I roll another one to put my fuckin' thoughts to sleep (It's BM fuckin' D motherfucker) Ain't my fault Gon' keep it on the low I'm hypnotized I'm seeing black and white but you know that imma Take one more Fuck it imma say what's on my mind I need a little time Cause when I speak it's the real me Trying to find some meaning Writing down the words that I'm seeing So I save my voice Been a couple years I realized Addicted to the vibe, addicted to the