Forever I wonder About this life How I sink Spoken in dust Into the howl Of the wind Into my bones Nothingness Nothingness If only I Could only mend it If only I Could only numb it If only I Could only mend it If only I Could only numb it I fell down Once again All those tears And fears Facing this pain Erase it Fighting the insane Inwards Inwards If only I Could only mend it If only I Could only numb it But I allow The night to devour me I allow the grieve And the fall Again and again Again and again