I'm losing the light given out by your heart I'm painting these pictures inside of my mind I hope you're still finding sleep while I lay awake Staring at the sky I'm losing the fight that I gained at the start Scared of what's on the other side The tide is approaching, the waves, they're still growing I'm losing myself to the Night Paralysed With a fear of falling when I close my eyes I deserved a better goodbye I deserved a better goodbye The pain I gained Standing by your side In vain, you let me live a lie How I was made to look a fool In time, you never thought I knew You made your mark upon my grave Created war inside my head You swept the wind beneath my feet And placed your knife inside my back Too many times I wasted my last breath on you Wondering if it's my fault that you lost your faith in me Did I give you reason to look at me? Was I ever good enough for you? Ever good enough