Ask me how i feel please
Today i'm being honest, i promise
I lied my pain away the other day
Surprised myself this morning
I chose to wear a color, discovered
I vandalize my brain
'Cause i suck at believing
Won't take long till i'm bleeding
One little crash in my head
Hear the siren's song
Stumble upon my own demons
Dancing around around on the ceiling
What if i'm the queen of
Self sabotage
Why do i self sabotage?
Oh i, stain my feelings
Drench my dreams in
Self sabotage
Do i like to suffer?
Don't press the red button, but i want it
It's a sign of being self destructive
Silent scream i don't wanna make a scene
But i'm addicted, it's ironic
'Cause i suck at believing
Won't take long till i'm bleeding
One little crash in my head
Hear the siren's song
Stumble upon my own demons
Dancing around on the ceiling
What if i'm the queen of
Self sabotage
Why do i self sabotage?
Oh i stain my feelings
Drench my dreams in
Self sabotage
Self sabotage
Manipulate my being
Self sabotage
Burn every bridge before i cross
It's such an exhausting mindless crime
Hmm, why do i?
Self sabotage
Why do i self sabotage
Oh i, stain my feelings
Drench my dreams in
Self sabotage