Let's take it back to a buried past
To a broken home, with no where else to go
She steadies her hand, bottoms up, as the
Blade begins to dull
What's worse than living without a soul
Will you help me? Will you save me?
She screams through bloodshot eyes as
She falls to her knees
God forgive me, i've given in once again
Her burdens overwhelming, these demons will never leave
So what's the point when these walls surround you
The dark consumes you, and the sound is deafening
Silence, and they wonder why she takes a drink
Then the bottles gone, her thoughts a blur, she's fading into oblivion
She drowns herself in a pool of her own filth
Hold on to me, through discontent and disease
God knows these problems are so easy to see
What will it take me to lose this time, cause i cant keep
Control of my mind. say you'll keep me alive
Alone at last, she sets the stage for one more dance
A master of self-destruction, she's done this a thousand times
And i never thought you could fall further
What? Of all the things that you buried inside, was it pain that
Forced you to swallow your pride? Bouts of rage, never held contained
And it all came out when the bottle drained
Take these hands when i've had to much, when i've had enough
So what's the point when these walls surround you
The dark consumes you, and the sound is deafening
Silence, and they wonder why she takes a drink
Then the cycle repeats and goes over and over
What's worse than to die alone? Now all she's come to know
Is a mind that's not her own