Ain't it strange I must find a way To convince you to convince myself I can have the same conversations with my friends They don't seem concerned I see you constantly try To continue to connect our lives You conjure up my world And construct it in a different light What if my walls turns grey What if it falls, this masquerade What will be my contents? What if I change my shape What if it's a whole charade What will be the consequence? Ain't it strange I must find a way To console you To console myself I need a contact to confide in Now I'm slowly feeling more content You can be so condescending But I tell my friends you're misconstrued Though my confidence it grows You keep me too well contained What if these walls turns grey What if it falls, this masquerade What will be my contents? What if I change my shape What if it's a whole charade What will be the consequence? What will be the consequence? Hum dum bim baa do Hum dum bim baa do Hum dum bim baa do di Hum dum dim baa do Hum dum dim baa do Hum dum dim baa do di What if I concede right now? What if it's contagious doubt? What if it's the concept? What if I finally consign? What if my contrast dies? What if it's convention? What if I concentrate? What if I confess mistakes? Would you miss the conflict? What if my need for tight control Leads me to contrived results What if it's subconscious? Am I too self-conscious?