Somethin' isn't right with us
I've been listenin', paying attention
You don't listen, you've been givin', you've been spending
All your time out there lyin'
Somethin' isn't right with us
I've been listenin', paying attention
You don't listen, you've been givin', you've been spending
All your time out there lyin'
Life's about the little things, but what about the bigger things?
Am I supposed to just ignore this void that I can't fill
I lost my little pretty thing, and now I can't feel anything
I numb the pain with Novocaine, I try to quit
I'm still getting trashed, every night
I still hardly go outside, I'm still living in the past
Spun up in a web of lies
Telling myself there's a chance, she'll come back if I get right
Even thought I know there isn't, I've already been denied
I was weak, I was deep uncertain of who I was
I lost all my self confidence, my self esteem was crushed
Even though she gave me compliments
I knew, I'd self destruct
Now when I see my reflection, I think, "What a fucking punk!"
This feeling fucking sucks, I'm disgusted with myself
If I don't even love myself, then how could I love someone else?
And if I don't respect myself, I won't respect nobody else
I was stupid, I was clueless, I was too full of myself
Every night the light fades, my happiness goes with it
When you're heartbroken, you're scarred and you can't stitch it
There's something missing in me, a space that I can't fill in
There's gotta be an answer out there, but what is it?
I'm second guessing everything, I feel inside within
Recycling these lyrics cause I feel the same again
It's me versus myself and I can't beat who I'm against
I'm just being realistic, I know how this story ends
I don't even look the same, I lost the light behind my eyes
I'm aging fast 'cause all this stress, takes a toll, a hefty price
I gave up it's hard to fight, I'm a coward deep inside
I run away from all my problems and pretend that I'm alright
I have what I deserve, a lot of pain, a lot of nerve
A lot of things that I regret, a lot of trouble and concern
I feel better when I vent, but in the end they're empty words
'Cause I know that I'll fuck up again
Book it, that's confirmed
Every night the light fades, my happiness goes with it
When you're heartbroken, you're scarred and you can't stitch it
There's something missing in me, this space that I can't fill in
There's gotta be an answer out there, but what is it?
What is it?
Drb
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