I can't get outta bed, I'm too exhausted I don't have the energy to deal with my losses Darkness is my destiny, I don't have any options All that I have are skeletons inside my closet I don't seem awake, my eyes are always low And I'm always high so the time is movin' slow Am I dead or alive? I can't lie, I wouldn't know I'm alone and numb, yeah, my heart is made of stone I'm isolated, I'm a custom to this state of solitude There's somethin' wrong with me, at least I know I'm not confused I lost it all already, I got nothin' left to lose My vibes is sorrowful and negative, it's midnight blue I've always doubted myself, I'm always down on myself I give up easily because I'm weak, I get overwhelmed By everything, I think it's hard like every card I was dealt I drown in self pity, rest in peace to my mental health In a world of my own