Darling you don't hold me close the way you used to do And I wonder what you're thinking When I'm reaching out for you You're trying to be patient, Yea you're trying to be kind But I know that you're still running From the demons in my mind But I promise this thing in my head It ain't got the best of me yet Somewhere between all the wine and the chemicals That are out of whack in my mind Somewhere between all the whiskey and the medicine That I'm drowning in to stay alive I am often unkempt and unreasonable But I swear to God that this is me trying I'm begging you stay, I'm begging you stay I know the weight of my sins is a heavy thing to hold But I am not yours to carry, I can lift it on my own We're tired here together from these long and lonely nights Where your sighing sounds like screaming, I'm trying to make it out alive But I promise this thing in my head It ain't got the best of me yet Somewhere between all the wine and the chemicals That are out of whack in my mind Somewhere between all the whiskey and the medicine That I'm drowning in to stay alive I am often unkempt and unreasonable But I swear to God that this is me trying I'm begging you stay, I'm begging you stay Don't give up on me (don't give up on me) And I won't give up on you (I won't give up on you) Don't give up on me (don't give up on me) And I won't give up on you (I won't give up) But I promise this thing in my head It ain't got the best of me yet Somewhere between all the wine and the chemicals That are out of whack in my mind Somewhere between all the whiskey and the medicine That I'm drowning in to stay alive I am often unkempt and unreasonable But I swear to God that this is me trying I'm begging you stay, I'm begging you stay So darling won't you hold me close the way you used to do