There was something I was meant to do, somewhere I was meant to be
I was in the great blue horizon, between the Heaven and Earth
Days were unchanging
Life is what you make it
But I've been feeling wasted
What is this is the peak and I just get complacent
What if I never make it and I drown in self hatred
Holding onto all these insecurities as payments
Coz time is money and I've been investing all my savings
Slowing down and talking to somebody seems amazing
But that is just a luxury right now
Meditate meditate I'm turning the lights down
The sky will always be grey like replays
As a kid all of us were taught either be great or see straight
So I dont wanna regret or rephrase
Saying that I haven't slept in 3 days is cliche
Coz
I've just been dreaming while time has been passing
You tell me you feel me but really you're laughing
If you love something you just set it free
Well, I've just been feeling I'm locked in all week
Oh no
And every night I dreamed the same dream, smell of damp Earth
The scream that no one heard. I would hear them calling
I just wish that I could travel time
To understand what I have in mind
One day at a time
As a kid I was happy go lucky
Now my imaginary friends dont trust me
Tryna find the meaning of a home
Surrounded by my family but I'm feeling alone
Sitting in my room, staring at the walls
I'm afraid of heights but I'm not afraid to fall
Feeling like a scapegoat to my own demons
Quick to give advice but I dont stop my own bleeding
I guess I need a break from these ways
Saying that I haven't slept in 3 days is a cliche
Coz
I've just been dreaming while time has been passing
You tell me you feel me but really you're laughing
If you love something you just set it free
Well, I've just been feeling I'm locked in all week
Oh no
I knew if I went in there, I might never come back out again
Nobody
Nobody noticed it
Yeah I had a lot of dreams like that and I guess you can call me romantic
Because I truly believed that they'd come true so I dreamed about it for hours and hours
As the years went by, I learnt to stop sharing this with people
They said I was just dreaming
Made me happy to think that they just didn't know yet who I was gonna be
But one day they'll all see