Purple Sun is shining up there
Happy ones are hiding somewhere
Yeah, Its 5AM so lemme proceed
My neck hurts from all the recording plus I got a nosebleed
I can see the blood dripping on the white pages
Nothing is as painful as this migraine is
Fuck medicine I'm just punching the walls
Nobody can look at me and tell something's off
So many demons all around I don't know why
I can't even stand, how could I go fly
I never told anybody about my suicide attempts though
I tried jumping from the 10th floor
I couldn't do it coz my grandma told me to go back
She had just passed away a month before that
I still hear your voice when I'm feeling weak
All the nightmares never let me go to sleep
I wish that I could share this with somebody for once
But I don't trust anybody so I bottle it up
Also, my split personality is getting worse
Almost punched a family member in the face
It's like a demon took over me for a couple minutes
I would never hit somebody I was lost in a rage
I'm not a bad person, I'm just a little different
A little misunderstood, so I'm guilt-tripping
Myself, till I fall down
Instead of getting up, I just make another sound
Whoa
Purple Sun is shining up there
I see my moments and my happy ones are hiding somewhere
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Purple Sun is shining up there
I see my moments and my happy ones are hiding somewhere
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
A boy told me he was having lotta thoughts of killing himself
But my music got him outta that stress
A girl told me that she got cheated on
But listening to my music made her feel like she's not alone
So many fans tell me that they can relate to what I say
You are the reason that my music really has a place
I got you outta depression? That is so wild
I promise to make you all proud
From the kids who getting bullied, to the kids who got a dream
You and me are in the same team
This one is for the misfits, the rebels, the dreamers, the rejects
I give you all of my respect
But I gotta go to the next song
With more action & less talk
And even though I feel the stress ya'll
I can't give up, I don't know anything else
Coz when you got music you don't need any help
Damn, and that is so real
I don't talk much but I had to let it spill
Now my voice is cracking, so I gotta go
Remember me when I'm buried below
Sunshine
Purple Sun is shining up there
I see my moments and my happy ones are hiding somewhere
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Purple Sun is shining up there
I see my moments and my happy ones are hiding somewhere
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Purple Sun is shining up there
Purple Sun is shining up there
Purple Sun is shining up there
Happy ones are hiding somewhere
Oh