I will never understand the static in my ears
'Cause the man inside my closet says he plays it when he's near
A picket fence of post-its line the borders of my head
Warnings towards the thoughts that wish me dead
Loving, lying, losing, it's a cycle I can't break
And trusting twisted audibles was my greatest mistake
But people try to piece me back to what I was before
Oh, I'm still pretty broken at my core
All the love my mother's shown
Will petrify the ringing in my skull
And all my father's words of wisdom
Carry me towards my missing home
'Cause I'm so sick of listening to these walls
So I'll remove the words for being wrong
Loving's easy, living's far too hard
Oh, and I'm the biggest liar of them all
And it's the truth I want
It's the truth I want
It's the truth I-
Wander towards my wayward heart, I
Wonder how I got this far these far
These plastic people tear me down, I'll
Piece myself together, now I
Cut my hair to just stop caring
'Bout the judgement I was hunting
I just wanna be somebody known
And loved by those around me
Pity seeking, city sleeping
Mind alive and eyes still leaking
Head still racing, heart needs saving
Now
'Cause I'm so sick of listening to these walls
So I'll remove the words for being wrong
Loving's easy, living's far too hard
Oh, and I'm the biggest liar of them all
And it's the truth I want
It's the truth I want
It's the truth I want