Before the thought of getting out, and finding my own feet Made me think that's how I'd feel more complete Now I stumble to an empty house I'm so damn cold, engulfed with doubt And I cannot remember why I moved out I know I promised you that I'd watch what I eat and drink But takeaway containers Are piling in the sink I know I promised you both That I would make you proud I'm trying things I know That you'd never allow Sydney knew how to seduce With all her pretty lights She encouraged me to open up My small town naive eyes Now I can't un-see what I have seen I can't un-do where I have been I walk an extra hour in the rain To follow the streetlights coz a girls never safe no I know I promised you that I'd watch what I eat and drink But takeaway containers Are piling in the sink I know I promised you both That I would make you proud I'm trying things I know That you'd never allow I'm sorry that I haven't been answering my phone I just needed some reflective time alone When I hear your voice break through the line It plays with my mind I'd do anything to mean it when I say "I'm fine" I know I promised you that I'd watch what I eat and drink But takeaway containers Are piling in the sink I know I promised you both That I would make you proud I'm trying things I know That you'd never allow