Pictures on the wall I swear they're all getting grayer Don't feel a thing at all But no one's even aware 'Cause I just try to smile through all the pain "How you been?" "Oh I'm doing great" But please don't ask me to promise 'Cause if I were honest A lie, it's a lie I may look happy but I swear that I'm dying on the inside Survive, survive I don't know the last time I felt truly alive I spend way too much time laying in my bed 'Cause I don't wanna deal with my life Ohh, a lie, its a lie I just wanna feel alright Sleep in 'til after noon But I still wake up tired Don't know what else to do I feel so uninspired And finding motivation never works Every day feels a little worse So I just pretend I'm okay When all I want to say is A lie, it's a lie I may look happy but I swear that I'm dying on the inside Survive, survive I don't know the last time I felt truly alive I spend way too much time laying in my bed 'Cause I don't wanna deal with my life Ohh, a lie, its a lie I just wanna feel alright